to the people i've dated

1. you were the first person I thought I loved. when you broke up with me I cried on the bus on the way home from school. you moved to Germany and I haven’t seen you since.

2. you made out with your ex while you were at a dance with me. people thought you were the reason I “became a lesbian”.

3. you are one of the two people I have ever actually loved. you made me question a lot and I know I was a handful and I’m sorry. thanks to you boys always ask “do you think you’d ever go back to girls?” and I just laugh because it was so much more than that.

4. you fucked up and I let you.